My son drew this picture for me today and said, "Mama, this is you getting hit by lightening and getting dead." He's 5,1/2. Today I'm thinking, "This is a rough phase. He is hard right now. This kid is making me crazy." I adore my son but sometimes my mind still goes to negative thoughts about him. Negative thoughts never improve his behavior, they only make show up as a not very nice mom. That feels terrible. Tomorrow is going to be better because I will make it better with my thoughts. Shutting down the negativity. Tomorrow my thought about my son will be, "It's possible that I can convince him to eat some real food without guilt or threats." Being his mom is the best. Even when it's the worst.
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